favorite this post Words left unsaid. WfM (Grand Forks and a Trip to Hell) hide this posting unhide

Asshole, If I could tell you anything, it is all this.
Had I known who you really were. I never would have wasted my time.
At some point we would have met. Because of some people who are dear to us.
I would not have allowed day 1 to have happened. Because you were full of false misleading lies.
Never would have gone out of my way for you as many times as I have.
I would have never been with a whore! Who sleeps with anyone, having unprotected you know.
You made me feel like shit about myself. My self confidence, my self image. What I had left in me.
You acted crazy all the time and always turned the tables on me!
NO ounce of compassion when I had just gotten the worst news. You treated me like shit, then act like you are truly into me then bam! There goes your crazy again!
I'll NEVER get over what all you did and said to hurt me and tear me apart.
How you tried to scare me. You dropped all your life history on me in public! But would not once listen to anything I had to say.
Yeah I may have instilled some words last conversation out of frustration with you. You always screwing someone over. You lack compassion, understanding, listening, sincerity, emotion and your energy is so toxic! I had to remove you and 2 other people from my life. Who I knew before you and it hurts having to shut them out.
You have no idea how much I don't want to hear your name, see your face, or questions about you. I hate seeing you in my dreams all the damn time. Because I don't even think of you!

If I could turn back time, I honestly would have walked out that damn door and never looked back. If I only knew then, what I now know about you. For whatever reason, my heart aches and my soul was touched with your dirty hands. I miss them in my life. You have no idea. It hurts to have to ignore them and avoid them at all costs. All it does is remind me of you. The good if it was genuine and the bad as ugly as it was. I wish I could wipe you clean out of my mind and my system.

The reality is I am too valuable, and you lost a diamond, while playing with rocks.

-The woman who left you.

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